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reading, studying, and thinking about Eileen

 

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Finished reading Kevin Young’s latest book of poetry, Brown. I enjoyed it. Brown moves back and forth from writing poems about his son and about African American issues, including the libretto to an oratorio, Repast. I found it on YouTube this morning and listened to about 8 minutes of it (out of about 35 minutes). It helps to have the book in hand to follow the words. I’m not sure what I think of it, but it is interesting. And of course the subject matter like most of Young’s book is timely and engaging.

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The oratorio is based on a true story documented in the film, “Booker’s Place.” It’s about Mister Booker Wright, a black waiter who worked in an all white restaurant. He apparently appeared in a 1966 documentary and spoke out about racism and was subsequently beaten by the local sheriff. If you watch this video I found, you hear phrases that Young put in the libretto.

Brown by Young is an excellent read with some solid poetry in it. This morning I ran across this phrase that made me smile.

the blues always dance
cheek to check with the church—-

from the poem Money Road by Kevin Young

As I’m writing this, I’m texting back and forth with Eileen. She says that she and her siblings  have been taking turns sitting up all night with her Mom. She says that her Mom is “still hanging on but now much more peacefully” and that it has been “hard to watch.”

I think it’s good that she and her brother and sisters are there. It’s painful and difficult, but I think it’s probably an important and healing time in their lives and relationships.

I have been digging deeper into my Greek studies. I keep circling around in the first seven chapters of my text. I’m finding the extensive Reference Grammar very helpful. Yesterday I ordered several more books to help me, most of them recommended in the text itself. At this point, I need all the help I can get, but I am learning more and more about the language and how it works.

I also spent some time reading in my New Oxford Book of Carols. When I came across this book, I had no idea how much important scholarly information is in it. It (and Temperley’s works) led me to many resources about hymnody and carols. I spent time yesterday ferreting out articles cited in it online, plus I ended up ordering several reference books mentioned by it including Folk Song in England by A. L. Lloyd

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The Early English Carols edited by R. L. Greene

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These rabbit holes I keep chasing down are the very thing to help me balance my work life with my personal life.

dorothy failing

 

Eileen came home last night. We went out to eat and had a nice chat. I do love having her around.

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This morning we went out for breakfast. Eileen loves to go out to eat. After breakfast we ran errands (Eileen doing all the driving, I’m still a bit shakey).

We came home and Eileen received a phone call update about her Mom.

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It seems that Dorothy may not last the day. So Eileen has grabbed some clothes and devices (Kindle, phone) and has jumped in the car to return to be present with her family. It’s such a luxury that she is free to jump up and go. And I appreciate how understanding the family has been about me staying home and trying to get better.

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My hives continue to ebb. My arms were stinging a bit this morning (which is one of the symptoms I suffered from the hives). But I have a few days of prednisone left. I’m hoping that the symptoms will continue to abate for at least the regimen of the drugs. Then it’s about two weeks until my dermatologist appointment. If they come back, maybe I can last until that. I’m thinking twice about pumping benadryl into my system after this past weekend. I’m still experiencing some sporadic dizziness and am generally pretty weak.

While I miss Eileen, I don’t mind being alone at all. If my mind can stay clear, I plan to catch up on some reading and studying and practicing (at home). If not, there’s always the BBC proms and other things to rot my mind with.

Interestingly, I haven’t been drawn to social media lately. I keep touch with my daughters on Whatsapp. Sarah, Matthew, and Lucy are vacationing in Cornwall.

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Eileen and I have done the Cornwall excursion with Sarah and Matthew.

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It is a charming part of England and it’s fun to look at the pictures of my family vacationing there now. This is my favorite of their many pics:

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And the Chinese crew also keeps us up to date with pictures and comments.

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Alex and I have been making faces at each other on Whatsapp.

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That’s fun.

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See the family resemblance?

 

a good day

 

I’m still recuperating, but feeling much much better. Eileen is still in Whitehall with her family but may return this evening (she’s running out of clean clothes).

I’ve had a very good day so far. I straightened up the house a bit since I had friends coming. Then my brother called and we had a nice chat.

Rhonda Edgington and Jordan VanHemert dropped by for a delightful chat. I am so lucky to have these people in Holland. It is nice to chat with musicians compatible with my own eccentric views and willing to talk.

Great musicians, too!

Object Permanence by Alison C. Rollins | Poetry Magazine

I read my way through my monthly Poetry magazine. This was today’s poem and I think it’s a good one. In such turbulent times it is satisfying to read something that uses its art in a way that looks at our troubles so clear eyed.  Jes sayin’.

shakey jupe

 

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Eileen left to help out with her failing Mom yesterday morning. I was feeling a little woozy but thought it might just be staying up too late the night before and having some drinks. By the time I was on my way to the Farmers Market it occurred to me that I shouldn’t be driving. I did make it back and forth safely.

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The dizziness increased to the point that I had to lay down. I spent the entire day that way. I ascribed it to a reaction to Benedryl which I have been taking for several days.

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This morning I got up and decided to try to do church, also a post church rehearsal of the Stewardship Musical that I keep getting roped into but more on that later.

On the upside my hives are practically all gone and I’m not done taking the Prednizone.

Once again my choir helped me get through despite being shakey. I had come up with an anthem for which I had planned to improvise a little ritornello between verses. I decided that improvising in my state might not be the ticket. So before taking off for church I wrote a little ritornello.

I did end up doing some improvising for other things in the service. These seem to go okay. The idea was to get through the service.

I played my scheduled prelude and postlude without a mishap.

After church I discovered that once again I am singing in the stewardship musical. I don’t mind playing the piano. But I don’t really like being the center of attention in this way in my church job. I thought they were just using children this year and when I saw little Stevie Jenkins in the script I thought they had someone to play me. Nope. I’m playing myself as a kid.

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They got me again.

Now I’m home and feeling like I made it through today pretty well.

NYTimes: The Patriarchy Will Always Have Its Revenge

Some righteous anger in this article. I approve.

Bagley Wright Lecture Series

Tyhimba Jess (whose work I greatly admire) interview.

not much to say today

So this what Jordan Peele’s been up to. Eileen and I watching our way through a bunch of Key and Peele shows. That series ended in 2015 apparently. This looks like fun. I like the way Rod Serling’s voice morphs into Peele’s.

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I am still bouncing back from my hives. Today is my fourth day of taking mega doses of prednisone. I took 40 grams for three days. Today I take 30 grams. It keeps stepping down over the course of twelve days.

I find that I don’t really have too much to blog about today. I met with Dr. Birky this morning. I continue to appreciate the time  that he and I spend together. I think it helps to have someone listen to me closely.

Right now I’m waiting for my friend Rhonda to drop by for a chat and maybe some piano duets.

Eileen came home from Whitehall last night with a Mini full of stuff from her Mom’s house: plates, knitting stuff, and sundry items. She left it in the car last night but brought it in today while I was gone.

Tonight is the first Great Performance Series Concert. We have tickets.

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The concert with be a dance concert featuring Bryn Cohn and Artists a New York based contemporary dance company.

Yesterday I had  my piano tuned. It sounds much better. I contracted with the piano guy to come back next month and do some adjusting for me and fix a broken sustain pedal.

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You can I don’t have much today. But life is good.

 

feeling better

 

The steroids have certainly lowered the intensity of my hives. I still have swollen arms, legs, and ankles which is no fun. I was unhappy with the way I led last night’s choir rehearsal. Fortunately, most if not all, of the members seemed very understanding. I think the drugs are probably affecting my concentration. And the constant whine of the itch and stinging doesn’t help. But it’s getting better.

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I finished Alan Jacobs’ In the Year of Our Lord 1943. I got a lot out of this book, learned a bunch of stuff. I typed up my notes on it but will spare you at this time.

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I just interlibrary loaned How to Think: A Survival Guide for a World at Odds by Jacobs. I like the way his mind works.

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I seem to be studying Jazz. I’m working my way through a Jazz Piano book that is teaching me standard Jazz Harmonies. I’m getting it better than I ever have before. I think Chinen’s book, Playing Changes, is influencing me, opening me up to seeing that other musicians conceive of music in ways that I do.

Eileen spent the day with her family. She came home saying that her Mom was doing much better today. She said the spark had returned to her eye and that her appetite was coming back. The hospice people are helping a lot I think.

I’m feeling so much better that Eileen and I going to out to her favorite restaurant tonight (El Rancho).

Hillary Clinton: American Democracy Is in Crisis – The Atlantic

I don’t totally agree with Clinton’s views, but voted for her and am sorry she’s not president. She makes some good points in this article.

Sarah Huckabee Sanders, Trump’s Battering Ram  | The New Yorker

Interesting to read this alongside Woodward’s Fear and the Anonymous staffer who recently wrote in the New York Times.

“Drank a Lot” | The New Yorker

Leonard Cohen is dead, but he has a poem in the new New Yorker.

 

 

Health update

 

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This morning I got up ready to do something more about my hives which are getting worse.  I checked to see if my doctor responded to my messages from last week asking for her ideas about to do and reporting the last three weeks of BP readings.

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Nope. So Eileen and  I had breakfast then jumped in the car and went to Urgent Care, a local walk-in clinic.

In addition to the spreading rash, my legs, arms, and ankles are swelling. The clinic doctor tested my blood for obvious indicators like high white blood cells and kidney function. My labs came back normal. He prescribed a heftier regimen of Prednisone (the steroid I was using before). He even said that he thought a dermatologist would be likely to probably prescribe them as well.

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I called my doctor’s office from the clinic but there was still no response from my doctor about my condition.

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After grabbing the drugs, I came home and messaged my doctor what the clinic doctor had prescribed so that she knew.

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I now have four appointments coming up in October and November: 2 different dermatologists (I will cancel the second if she is not needed), an allergist, plus my six month check up with my primary care physician, Dr. Fuentes. I am on waiting lists with the allergist and the dermatologist.

At least now I feel like I have done something about this dang rash.

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new music and holding down the fort

 

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Today’s recital was very exciting for me. Despite being uncomfortable from hives, I enjoyed sitting and listening to Grand Valley State University New Music Ensemble. The piece below (with different players) was their opening piece.

 

 

The ensemble has been pursuing a very clever approach to doing new music. They commission or write pieces based on various National Parks and then try to arrange to go to the park that inspired the composer and perform the piece in the natural habitat. I think this is cool.

This is another piece they played today. It was a small crowd. I feel badly that such cool music was better attended.. Maybe people just didn’t know about it. I am very proud to have brought them in. I feel like so many of the recitals I have arranged for have been excellent. This one was no exception.

 

Eileen’s Mom is not doing too well.  Hospice has been called in and I think they are helping. After a good day on Friday celebrating her 94th with her family, Dorothy (Eileen’s Mom) had a bit of downturn yesterday. Eileen grabbed some lunch after the concert and took off to spend the night there.

So I’m holding down the fort alone tonight and tomorrow.

Church went pretty well today. The extra influx of singers makes a big difference in the sound of the choir. They did a bang up job today.

 

Made it to 67

 

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Today is my sixty-seventh birthday. Wow!

Yesterday I decided to swap out a couple anthems and replace them with some easier ones. Eileen helped me out with this today at church. Then she asked if wanted to go for sushi for my birthday and I said that I would rather go home since I used up a lot of my energy with the church work.

I am feeling a little better today. But my skin is awful. I am beginning to feel like lizard man.

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I chatted with the Chinese Jenkinses this morning. It was evening for them, but I did get to talk to Alex a little bit as well my daughter, Elizabeth. The English branch of the fam sent me videos of them singing “Happy Birthday.” That was nice.

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Tomorrow for our monthly Grace Notes recital, we are hosting The New Music Ensemble from Grand Valley University. Unfortunately, they asked if we could change the time to later recently. They needed more time to set up. We decided it was too late to change the start time. -Also church starts a bit later starting tomorrow. So we have a 10:30 service with a 12:30 recital. Normally this wouldn’t be too bad. But it might press them a bit. I told the director we could just start late if they needed more time.

After church, I am going to ask the choir to help move chairs out of the choir area so that the ensemble can use that space. We borrowed five chairs from the chapel anyway to accommodate our larger numbers. We will return them so that the Wednesday morning Eucharist will have enough seating. Then on Wednesday afternoon I’ll move them back to the choir area.

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I have practicing Jazz keyboard changes. I’m inspired by Chinen’s book, Playing Changes.

I think that taking Benedryl makes me a bit drowsy. But I felt better this morning than I have for several days. The itching has subsided but it seems a bit less intense.

kind of a day off

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Eileen is off to see her Mom and fam. They are celebrating her Mom’s 94th birthday (I believe that’s right). I didn’t go because my hives seem to have gotten worse. Yesterday was easily the worst day yet. Many showers. I finally broke down and started taking Bendadryl which seems to helping a tiny bit.

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I contacted my doctor yesterday, asking if there was anything that could be done about my hives sooner than the October appoint I have with a dermatologist. No response.  This morning I emailed her my BP readings for the past three weeks as she asked me to. No response to that yet, either.

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Today has slipped by quickly. I have spent it reading, practicing, and taking showers. It’s been kind of a day off for me.

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I decided to make the choir season a bit easier now that I have a sense of whose in it. I substituted two anthems for ones that I had originally planned to use. I probably will do more of this.

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I received a little pamphlet of book in the mail yesterday. Pictured above is A small account of my travels through the wilderness by James Nye, edited by Vic Gammon.

Despite my valiant efforts to keep track of  my reading, I’m not certain where I found this title. It most likely was in the bibliography of the papers on Georgian Psalmody I finished reading. 

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Nye was a 18th century village musician who wrote this little story of his life. In his introduction, Vic Gammon, editor, describes Nye as “a self-educated Calvinist-poet, musician, composer, instrument maker, agricultural laborer, quarry worker, and for thirty years, gardener at Ashcombe House, which is to the west of Lewis, near the village of Kingston, East Sussex.”

busy work day coming up

 

Wednesdays are turning into a busy day for me. After breakfast I plan to go to church to begin preparing for this evening’s rehearsal, back for lunch with Eileen, then afternoon meeting with Rev Jen and piano lesson with Rudy.

I must then rest up for the evening rehearsal.

Three days away from my 67th birthday I have to wonder how long I can keep this up. With these dangs hives I’m not in a position to judge about much. My arms are especially bad this morning. They are red and swollen and sensitive.

If Sunday is any indication, I should be able to keep up the energy levels needed to do my gig for a while.

However, fatigue seems to attend my current physical condition.

I received a call from my allergist last night. Unfortunately my stupid phone didn’t recognize the number even though I had put her number in. I didn’t pick up. Apparently if you don’t put in the area code the  stupid smart phone (sic) doesn’t make the connection. She gets in her office after 10 this morning. I will give her a call then.

I’m not terribly hopeful that much can be done about this miserable skin condition.

I finished Lake Michigan by Daniel Borzutzky this morning. What a tour de force! The incessant pounding of his language sets up a telling indictment of what the state can do to  humans, hurting them physically and demeaning them.

It’s not enough to feel shame

It’s not enough to starve

It’s not enough to be dead when others are more dead

I drink coffee in the morning among murderers

My neighbors love nooses and bullets

I can sense love in the eyes of my captors

I can sense love in the way they touch me

But it’s an illusion

They would kill us all quickly as they could if it weren’t for the United Nations

I live in crate #17

I will soon be shipped across the border       to the financiers who own me

But how much of me do they own

And who owns the blood that drips from my wounds into the hemorrhaging sky that can’t withstand its own illness

The wound-sky and the race wind it dumps on us

We live in the blankest of times

from “Lake Michigan, scene 17

I think in Borzutzky poem Chicago and Chile merge, thus the UN reference. For more see this article and poem by him: Daniel Borzutzky on “Lake Michigan Merges Into The Bay of Valparaiso, Chile” – Poetry Society of America

still itching, but valiantly attempting a day off

 

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I have a choir member who has been very helpful suggesting various ways to relieve my itch (Hi Barb!). It seems like it’s getting a bit worse, so I need a bit more relief.

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Barb suggested oatmeal bath. I have had two of these so far and it seems to bring it down a notch. Also she suggested a shampoo with ketoconazole in it. Eileen and I picked up a bottle of this today when we went to the grocery store.

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Tuesdays is supposed to be my day off, but I’m in no shape to do much besides maybe watch a movie or read.  I am trying not to practice organ on this day as well.

I had a productive rehearsal at the organ yesterday. I do enjoy it.

I finished reading the papers from the First International Conference on Georgian Psalmody and the Gallery Tradition. The west gallery in churches and chapels  in the 18th and 19th century were the site of some very interesting music making. The West Gallery Bands (this term includes instrumentalists and singers) were the church music of their day.

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The performers tended to be people from the village who loved to sing and play. Their skill level was often the subject of disdain by trained musicians and clergy during the transition from this practice to the practice referred to as “surpliced choir and organ.”

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The movement from metrical psalm singing by the West Gallery Band to congregation hymnody interests me. It almost seems like the reverse of what I have lived through in my time. In the 19th century they through out the dance musicians and replaced them genteel harmoniums, organs, and choirs.

In the 60s they through out the organs and choirs in many U.S. churches and replaced them with guitars.

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In each case I have about an equal interest in both styles of music.

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Despite these damn hives, I am feeling very spoiled today. Mark and Leigh, my brother and sister-in-law gave me the Child Ballads for my birthday. They came in the mail today.

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I admit that I was thinking of buying them for myself for my upcoming birthday. What a very pleasant surprise!

Church went well yesterday. It was our first choir Sunday. There were about fifteen choristers present. Several members had signed out. However, I had four new members present, one of which was not there Wednesday. After church, the son of one of our new members said he wanted to join the choir as well. He sings bass in his high school choir. Bass is currently our smallest section so this is very cool.

We don’t have enough robes for this many people so we’re going to order more after we wait a couple weeks to make sure people want to continue in the choir.

I wrote another Music Note today. It could easily become a routine to look at the upcoming hymns on Monday, to learn about them, but also, to check if there’s any interesting information about them that would make a good Music Note.

The tune of the opening hymn is called Bourbon, “so named because of a possible association with Bourbon County, KY. The 1982 Hymnal Companion, says’This county … is more popularly known for its association with a particular type of corn whiskey distilled according to a process invented by Baptist preacher, the Rev. Elijah Craig.’ ” This had to go in the note.

Also we are singing “Will you come and follow me” John L. Hooker’s melody. which “originated in the Iona Community on the island off the coast of Scotland. It was sung there to a lively Scottish folk tune. When preparing for using it at a Maundy Thursday service, John L. Hooker thought the text ‘was perfect for an intense, personal mood,’ but that the melody was not. He goes on to say that ‘my partner at that time, David Carter, suggested that’ it might be ‘a golden opportunity to write the kind of Barry Manilow tune he loved to sing.'”

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Finally, the choir is singing “Jesus, Keep Me Near the Cross” by Al Fedak on that day. Fanny Crosby, the author of this text, is a very interesting gospel hymn writer.

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Fanny Crosby

I have read Bernard Ruffin’s biography of herI like that she was an early proponent of the visually impaired. She herself was blind since she was a child.

 

thinking about music and poetry before church

 

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STEVE COLEMAN

I like this quote of composer, Steve Coleman:

“The only thing that means anything to me is: What do I know this year that’s different than what I knew two years ago? And am I doing anything about it?” Steve Coleman, quoted in Playing Changes: Jazz for the New Century by Nate Chinen p.83

My library copy of Chinen’s book is coming due in a few days with no possibility of renewal. I am resisting ordering a copy. Besides cool ideas like Coleman’s, there are many, many recommendations of new music to listen to in it.

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At the end of each chapter is a list of five or six recordings to listen to. And there is an Appendix called “The 129 Essential Albums of the Twenty-First Century (So Far).”

I have been copying the lists at the end of the chapters and doing a bit of listening. I’ll probably photocopy the appendix of essential albums.  The prose of the book is designed so that each chapter has a certain independence. This will make turning it in unread and then re-borrowing it to finish easier.

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I’m just finishing up this excellent little book, Lake Michigan by Daniel Borzutzky. His poems are rhythmic haunted chants that challenge the state or as one blurber puts it: challenges the “barbarism enacted by our nation’s security machine.”

Borzutzky himself has described it as ” … a book of poem/narratives called Lake Michigan that is about a prison-camp/torture zone on a beach on the northern end of Chicago, on the border with the city of Evanston.” (link to source)

The factual basis of the poem is terrible things that happened in Chicago and in “The bay of the Chilean city of Valparaiso ,,,where the Chilean Naval Academy is located, and after Pinochet came to power it was a site of mass detention, torture and death.” (same source as above)

A little poking around revealed this 2015 report:

 I think he owes a debt to the beat poets. In a good way. If you’re curious about the poem. here’s a link to a section of it.

 

The Hives Kick Jupe’s Ass

 

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So these hives are kicking my ass. I think they are getting a bit worse, although they do tend to flare up and then recede just a bit. My BP is consistently high. My weight is increasing.

I called Ann Strickwerda’s office. She is the dermatologist my doctor referred me to.

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It had been a week since she had done so and I hadn’t heard from them. I can see why now. They are booked solid until November. I went ahead and booked a November 7 appointment.

I called Julie Hutson’s office. She is an allergist recommended by my boss, Rev Jen. I left a message on her machine. I messaged my doctor and asked her to refer me to this allergist, which she did rather quickly.

It’s a bit cool in Holland today. Eileen and I went to the Farmers Market. I put on a flannel shirt and long pants for the first time in a while. I’m wondering if covering my body like that might help me not scratch my hives.

Eileen left to go help her sisters work on emptying out her Mom’s old trailer. I still have my shirt and pants on despite my usual procedure of wearing tees and shorts around the house.

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I am stressed. I had the usual helpful chat with Dr. Birky my therapist yesterday. He is a good listener. I told him that maybe the next time I see him (in two weeks) I might have some good news about these dang hives.

I’m going to go over to church and do a little prep for tomorrow and probably practice organ. It looks like I’m learning a Finale by David Hurd for possible use on Christ the King Sunday. Also, I’m working on the famous D minor Toccata and Fugue by Bach.

I had a good rehearsal yesterday. I spent some time with Sunday’s anthem tidying up the organ part a bit. I will do that again today.

“I’m Tired of America Wasting Our Blood and Treasure”: The Strange Ascent of Betsy DeVos and Erik Prince | Vanity Fair

“The story actually begins 30 miles west of Grand Rapids, in Holland, a town of some 34,000 on Lake Macatawa that is as reliable a Republican stronghold as any in America. The last time the county voted Democratic in a presidential election? In 1864—against Abraham Lincoln.”

 

tired old jupe

 

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I skipped blogging yesterday because I had a lot on my plate. After breakfast and blogging with beautiful Eileen I went over to church. Actually Eileen followed me in her Mini and helped me move the harpsichord to the back of the choir area in preparation for the evening choir rehearsal.

I spent the morning prepping for that rehearsal. Then in the afternoon, I had my weekly meeting with Rev Jen and the a lesson with Rudy my piano student.  Before going over for these I was beginning to feel drained. I didn’t manage to have my resting time before returning though I tried. Next week, I will attempt to rest in the afternoon more.

I had four new members. Two people did not return from last year. Three more were absent last night.  Two of the new members who were there last night did not make it clear to me beforehand they were coming. This is fine since I encourage people to show up but ask them to contact me first so I can have materials ready for them.

I adapted the rehearsal to make sure that the newbies would feel good about their first choir Sunday. This included getting everyone to find a robe and walk around the church singing, practicing the processions that they will do this Sunday.

So it was a very full day. It was gratifying to see some new people in the rehearsal. That’s always fun. But I am wiped out today.

I discovered that the stress of scrambling for, prepping for and leading last night’s rehearsal exacerbated my hives. I am pretty miserable today. I have resolved to call the dermatologist office tomorrow and inquire about my doctor’s referral to them.

On The Cultural Specificity of Symphony Orchestras by Ian David Moss Oct 4 2017

 

My friend, Peter PMed me,  Kurdziel PMed me, Greg Cowell, David C. Jonies, Christina Fong with a link to the above article and asking for our thoughts. I found this quite puzzling as the other people he PMed are all pretty straight classical musicians.

Here was my response. I don’t think it was what he was looking for judging from the ensuing response from Crowell and Fong. As I write this Jonies has not responded.

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Peter

I’m not sure why you included me in this  discussion. Maybe it’s because I am a “maker” and see art from the point of view of creating not from the point of view of institutionalized understandings. I certainly don’t see “classical” music or the so called European based tradition quite the way this article (which was published almost a year ago) does. I read most of it and it seems to me that to define a tradition as “white” or racial in the way the authors or do is confusingly limited. The narrowness I see in the discussion (narrow in a sense of thinking about what art is in our time and what is it for) is the opposite of the way I see creators thinking.

If an American says that Shakespeare was “white” what the heck does that mean in light of the ongoing sin of slavery hanging continually over the history of the U.S.A right to the present moment. “Whiteness” in America is at the center of the terrible place we are in as a country right now. But was Bach white? Was Beethoven a person of color as I have read in some instances? This all smacks of defining art in a utilitarian way that many creators, myself included, see as unhelpful. Remember me saying that a song about Jesus is not necessarily (and often isn’t) a good song just because it’s about Jesus. It’s something like that.

More apropos from my point of view would be a discussion of much larger proportions and take a wider view of where the arts are right now and what the heck constitutes art (this means music, poetry, ballet, novels and on and on). To me even limiting our discussion to music would include such a broad array as to almost defy coherent discussion. I like this breadth, but do not often see that other people in this neck of the woods even know a small portion of what is happening on our globe musically. I know I don’t, but I find it exciting to be alive when so much is available to discover, savor, and think about.

To assume a “canon” exists the way many people did in the 20th century is so foreign to me at this time. In the past, I have many times witnessed and experienced the academic world and the ballet and symphonic world as having a brutal side which does harm. In the course  of culling out the people that do not fit the ideas of the power structure, damage can be done not only to the musicians themselves but to the arts involved. I have seen this change somewhat in the last 25 years as new waves of young people get involved and have a much broader understanding of the arts, although people are always people and power games always seem to happen.

Of course, I hasten to add that I am a liberal snowflake who wants to see drastically more inclusive policies in our country at all levels not only arts and cultural institutions.

Sorry to go on so long but these ideas are things I think and feel pretty strongly about as I think you know.

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So that happened. The other responders speak mostly to the question of including non-white people in orchestras. I think the whole classical symphony orchestra thing is caught up in a swirl of the explosion of variety of ways and styles people connect to music these days. it’s probably dead as an institution especially as it existed in the 20th century.

The other people Peter PMed being enmeshed in institutions would probably disagree with this.

I think about the changing role of leadership of these large ensembles that I have witnessed personally and read about. Conductor-less orchestras or any ensemble excite and interest me. I know, being a conductor of a church choir most of my life, that my approach has evolved and is very different from the way choirs were being conducted in the last century.

The New Reading Environment | Issue 32 | n+1

This is a weird little article I stumbled across. I found its perspective and observations very interesting.

New Grub Street – Wikipedia

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It helped while reading “The New Reading Environment” link  to find out that the authors (the editors) quoted from an 19th century author I had never heard of.

NYTimes: I Am Part of the Resistance Inside the Trump Administration

You’ve probably already heard about this, but I bookmarked it so that I could use my browser to read the comments which refused to come up on my tablet.

This article and the Woodward book (not yet released but see the next link to a review) both do not surprise me in their depiction of what’s happening. Rather they confirm many of my and other’s suspicions.

NYTimes: In ‘Fear,’ Bob Woodward Pulls Back the Curtain on President Trump’s ‘Crazytown’

I’m not a huge fan of Woodward’s. I have read a few books by him. I’ll probably read this one.

 

deep education

 

Wow. I had a lot of hits to this blog yesterday, over 60. Today I’m trying for a day off. Eileen and I went out for breakfast. We will probably laze around this afternoon and look at a movie online. Nothing playing here or GR that we want to see.

Before the movie, we have to take Edison to the vet. He seems to be doing pretty well for a cat with something wrong with him (undiagnosed, possibly something wrong with his lower intestines, cancer?). We take him in for a monthly weigh in and shot of B vitamin (or something). This keeps him going.

I was playing with my hymnody stuff this morning, reading An Annotated Anthology of Hymnody by J. R. Watson and then cross checking it in The 1982 Hymnal Companion. I was reading up on the hymn, “Hail Thee Festival Day,” when I discovered a passage in the Hymnal Companion I couldn’t make head nor tail of. Then I remembered there was an Errata and Corrigenda tucked away. Sure enough, the passage I was reading had omissions in it. Then I noticed how many errors were in the correction guide, 7 pages worth. Good grief.

Also, this morning I was struck by a couple passages in In The Year of Our Lord 1943: Christian Humanism in an Age of Crisis by Alan Jacobs.

In the first Jacobs quotes Maritain on technology (remember Maritain is writing and thinking in the 40s).

“Technology is good, as a means for the human spirit and the human ends. But technocracy, that is to say, technology as understood and worshipped as to exclude any superior wisdom and any other understanding than that of calculable phenomena, leaves in human life nothing but relationships of force, or at best those of pleasure, and necessarily ends up in a philosophy of domination. A technocratic society is but a totalitarian one.”

Maritain quoted in Jacobs, p. 130

Jacobs picks up on this a few pages later (p. 134)

“Those with the most complete control over technology [C. S.] Lewis calls, bluntly enough, the Controllers, and the chief purpose of the concluding chapter of [C. S. Lewis’s book) The Abolition of Man is to ask what moral commitments are likely to direct the decisions of the Controllers. His answer is that the Controllers of our time have adopted an account  of what human beings are—a theory of Man—that undercuts every possible motive for action except the ‘dream of power.’

“Controllers.” That would be Zuckenberg and Google as well as governments, business, and military.

Earlier in the book, Jacobs talks about the “death of deep education.” (Eileen quite likes the phrase, “deep education.” It does seem to describe what so many people lack.)

Explaining this Jacobs writes: “In Europe, what had primarily impeded genuine education was a false and ultimately poisonous model of group identity—as manifested, for instance, in an intrinsically ‘German physics’ that led the Nazi regime to expel most of its Jewish scientists. In America, the chief impediment to genuine education was technocratic pragmatism. Both paths, led, in their different ways, to the death of deep education and therefore, ultimately, to the death of genuine human culture.” p. 129

This points clearly to the takeover of emotion as a determining factor on our American campuses as opposed to reason. See the discussion on the new New York Times Book Review Podcast where Jonathan Haidt talks about his new book, co-written with Greg Lukianoff, “The Coddling of the American Mind: How Good Intentions and Bad Ideas Are Setting Up a Generation for Failure.”

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short monday blog

 

bookshelf

I finished putting my music books in order today. While going through them, I discovered some gems that I forgot I had.

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I’ve long admired W. C. Handy.

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I had forgotten I picked up this cool collection that is a replica of the 1926 edition of his book with the nifty illustrations by the Mexican artist, Migel Covarrubias.

I fell in love with this song from Spike Lee’s movie, Mo’ Better Blues. I was delighted to find it was written by W. C. Handy. I think this is when I picked up this collection. I sat down and played through some of it today.

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This book of Beatles pieces arranged for guitar is really not too bad. Again, I thought I had lost it. I’m glad I’ve picked my guitar back up. I worked through several of these arrangements.

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I discovered I have two copies of John Butt’s The Cambridge Companion to Bach. I don’t remember realizing it when purchasing the second one. This is a very fine collection.

I have made notes in both books. Sheesh. I’ll probably keep them at this point.

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I recently purchased two volumes of Wilhelm Friedman Bach’s organ works. Yesterday I discovered the first volume is fugues for manuals only. I brought them home to read through, since the one I played yesterday was kind of fun.

Today I was suspicious when Fedtke, the editor, lined up a sixteen note with the third note of a matching triplet. I think that Bach and his sons were quite capable of doing cross rhythms, in this case sort of fours against threes. I looked online, but couldn’t find the manuscript. However I looked at two other editions, one of which was for oboe, clarinet, and bassoon (it’s at the above link). In both cases the editors had indicated the more complicated approach, not lining up the sixteenth note with the third triplet but instead having it fall on the last fourth of the beat. I think that’s probably right. At least, it sounds pretty cool.

So, I have decided that Mondays should be sort of work day for me. So, despite it being Labor Day, I submitted the music for this Sunday. No one’s at the office but at least it’s done.

Yesterday at the organ I contemplated learning a couple of new pieces, at least new for me.

After church Sunday, a second parishioner indicated how much they like the “Phantom of the Opera” Bach organ pieces.

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I have been thinking of learning this piece anyway. I worked on it yesterday at the organ and today at the piano.

Likewise with a Finale by David Hurd.

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I haven’t thought too much of him since he asked me not play one of his stupid organ pieces since my then crappy organ was very limited and I emailed about adapting his piece to it. He suggested I play a different piece. Ding dong.

However, I have scheduled a choral piece by him for the Christ the King Sunday. It would be cool to play one of his organ works as a postlude. In his Arioso and Finale, the Finale seems to me to be a stronger piece (and shorter). We’ll see if I actually learn it. In the meantime, I will work on it.

The Canterbury Dictionary of Hymnology

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I ran across this yesterday. One of the editors is R. J. Watson who is somebody I enjoy reading about Hymn scholarship. It’s a pay service but it’s not too expensive. I’ll probably sign up at some point.

 

jupe blogs a bit later in the day than usual

 

I’m blogging a bit later than usual. Church went well today. My rash is still rampant. I’m trying not to complain about it (or even think that much about it). Like pain, it helps to distract myself.

I’m skipping the martini this evening. I need to lose weight. If I skip drinking, it’s easier not to snack.  Plus I need to cut back on the alcohol intake anyway.  It’s hard to work on stuff like this when I’m wondering what the fuck is wrong with me (rash)?

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It was not encouraging to me that when I googled hives, it said that many hives that last longer than six weeks are difficult to diagnose. Great. It’s been about four weeks so far.

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I went back over to church this afternoon and actually practiced organ. I have some pieces picked out to perform between now and Advent. I had a question about a note in a Maurice Green Voluntary I am playing. I came home and found the original publication online on ISMLP from 1785 and was able to determine that it was indeed a mistake in my edition.

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This is the edition that had the mistake in it.

This Sunday afternoon practice was also a bit of goofing off for me as I am reading through the box of used music I recently purchased from Cramer. I enjoy doing that.

My brother and his wife were planning on visiting this week, but he’s come down with something. We decided to put it off until the end of the month. In the meantime, our house is pretty immaculate right now. That’s cool.

I moved some more of my books yesterday and today. I love getting them organized.

Mark emailed me that Manchester Press is publishing Anthony Burgess’s works in new scholarly editions.

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This is his alma mater. Mark discovered this by actually reading a link I put here (I hadn’t read it yet). This is very very cool. I have already interlibrary loaned one of them to see what they are like.

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A Dictionary of Hymnology : Julian, John

I am culling my books as I organize them. I have a copy of Julian’s Dictionary of Hymnody but it is in very rough shape. I just found this online version which is also searchable (!). I can discard my old copy now.

September 1, 1939

 

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In today’s Writers Almanac, Garrison Keillor mentions a poem by W. H. Auden called “September 1, 1939.” Though he read a bit of it, my appetite was whetted to read the entire poem. Oddly, It’s not in my Collected Poems by Auden. I did find it in my copy of The Oxford Book of American Verse.

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There’s some interesting information in the Wikipedia article on this poem. From that entry and from reading about this poem in Fuller’s W. H. Auden: A Commentary (p. 290-3), it’s obvious that Auden had second thoughts about this poem. He even went so far as to put it in a list of five poems that he thought were “trash.”

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However, I think it is a good poem. In The Oxford Book of American Verse it is immediately followed by the poem, “In Memory of Sigmund Freud, d. 1939.” Auden has psychology on the brain. There are Jungian images in the first poem (“imago”) and obviously the second kicks around Freudian ideas. Both poems seem to have been written within a month of each other.

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The Wikipedia article on “September 1, 1939” mentions Yeats “Easter 1916” as a model for the stanza form Auden chose.  I like that poem also. the Poetry Foundation has a poem guide for the Yeats. I have it bookmarked to read.

Opinion | What Guantánamo Says About Kavanaugh – The New York Times

Linda Greenhouse is always worth reading.

NYTimes: Trump’s Assault on Google

“Trump appears to have gotten his information from the Fox Business Network host Lou Dobbs, who in turn was relying on a blog post from PJ Media titled, “96 Percent of Google Search Results for ‘Trump’ News Are From Liberal Media Outlets.” The rub, here, is how the post defines “liberal.” It includes a chart in which almost every mainstream, credible news organization is on the left — not just The New York Times and The Washington Post, but Bloomberg, USA Today and The Associated Press. The chart puts Infowars, Alex Jones’s conspiracy website, closer to the center than Time magazine.”

From Tolkien to Burgess: the ethics of posthumous publication

This article looks interesting.

80 Treasures | The Hymn Society of Great Britain and Ireland

A gaggle of online articles from the 30s to now.

Opinion | Kamala Markandaya: A novelist lost in literary oblivion – Livemint

I run across the oddest shit online.